That one is from Layla M. (candysuicide) I love it :)
I'm sorry I haven't been blogging lately. As you may know I'm doing this social work eperience.All these cute toddler from 0-3 I bloody love them. ANd they seeem to love me somehow ,too....weird to get so much love...some of them even call me Mummy,how cute is that???? ( Ok, mostly they say Mummy because it is the only word they know someone female will react on xD)
The women working their are a bit harsh to the children...I wonder why. They are really bossy and some times I think they think these cuties are small adults. WTF?
Anyway, I love being with the toddlers. But now i'm ill. shit. After almost 9 weeks of permanent germ bombadment it finally gave in.-.-
Feel a bit like the flu----my temperature was 37.7°C yesterday
My nose is horrible and I'm feeling bad.
I didn't eat all day yeasterday until diner. My stepsister brought my potatoes,spinach and some tofu.
Ate it. 450cals withe the orange juice my father wanted me to drink.
And then although I'm fricking !!ill!!! I continued to eat.
Once I have started hardly anything ill stop me.
Fuck it.
1 slice of bread,2apples and a glass of selfmade marmelade.
Why am I suhc a failure? I even fail on being ill fucking hell ARRRRRGH
Maybe I have been dong so bad because I wasn't here for almsot three days.If you are not around me, I start to miss you and feel sad.
Therefore I eat.
Grmpf.
I'm determined to get back so selfrestricten,control and an eating whose maximum is 800 cals.
I wish you strength for your immune systems!!
I'm sorry I haven't been blogging lately. As you may know I'm doing this social work eperience.All these cute toddler from 0-3 I bloody love them. ANd they seeem to love me somehow ,too....weird to get so much love...some of them even call me Mummy,how cute is that???? ( Ok, mostly they say Mummy because it is the only word they know someone female will react on xD)
The women working their are a bit harsh to the children...I wonder why. They are really bossy and some times I think they think these cuties are small adults. WTF?
Anyway, I love being with the toddlers. But now i'm ill. shit. After almost 9 weeks of permanent germ bombadment it finally gave in.-.-
Feel a bit like the flu----my temperature was 37.7°C yesterday
My nose is horrible and I'm feeling bad.
I didn't eat all day yeasterday until diner. My stepsister brought my potatoes,spinach and some tofu.
Ate it. 450cals withe the orange juice my father wanted me to drink.
And then although I'm fricking !!ill!!! I continued to eat.
Once I have started hardly anything ill stop me.
Fuck it.
1 slice of bread,2apples and a glass of selfmade marmelade.
Why am I suhc a failure? I even fail on being ill fucking hell ARRRRRGH
Maybe I have been dong so bad because I wasn't here for almsot three days.If you are not around me, I start to miss you and feel sad.
Therefore I eat.
Grmpf.
I'm determined to get back so selfrestricten,control and an eating whose maximum is 800 cals.
I wish you strength for your immune systems!!
3 Kommentare:
I've been feeling crappy lately too. Tried to eat healthy stuff if I had to and it backfired :'(
*Hugs* Try honey and lemon juice in hot water. If I get desperate that's what I try.
Aww, I missed you too! *hugs* I hope you get better soon! Those kids sound soooo damn cute! :D
Hahahah, glad you like the quote.
Gahh, your binges sound better than mine.
I wish I could dig a hole a just live in it.
My very own fat hole.
Kids, are so cute (when they're not screaming that is)
And so innocent.
It's sad when they've been through so much shit so young.
Anyway, yes.
Let's get down to 50!
We can do it.
Find the controllll!!!
x
woop! seems like i've finally found my other half :D haha.
ich erkenn da ne ganze menge ähnlichkeiten zwischen uns. beziehungsmäßig, verhalten der besten freunde und so. ironie pur.
was ne gute idee, einfach anrufen und gegenseitig abhalten.
sag mal hast du msn?
ich hab das buch auch, das stolz und vorurteil auf englisch, aber ich KÄMPFE so sehr damit, das ahnst du gar nciht.
aber irgendwann mache ich meine drohung war und studiere englische literatur in oxford, da ist pride and prejie nur die aufwärmarbeit.
anywho. you sure your sister's happy about her weight when she's a bit chubby? how can people be like this?
ugly truth - any good?
i actually love mia a bit. because you can eat and eat and at least you don't really gain that much. its better than just eating, isn't it?
xxx
diente de leon
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