Whoopdidoo, won a hard battle against myself.
Tonight I went to the supermarket to buy some cornichons and cola light and carrots to have some nice low cal snacks while watching TV.Then,suddenly, I had this ridiculously weird craving for.....artificial flavour/chemicals/sugar/fat....everything that is unhealthy!
I spent about 15minutes in the supermarket instead of the planned 3.At first I stood in front of the board with cereals and debated with myself whether to buy or not to buy Nougat Bits.
Convinced myself not to listen to the Bad Minaralou inside me.But then I passed the cakes/muffins section. Debated if I should buy one these cakes...the Good Minaralou won again. After I had turned town the cookies I finally chose the stuff I entered the market AT FIRST.
When I had left the supermarket I was soooo relieved I hadN't give in....
PHEWWW
Don't know what made have this really weird,self destruction moment...I won.That's the point.:D
When I sat in front of the TV this craving came again but what did I do?
I imitated Peri =)
I took 3 of the cookies I already mentioned in the last post and a chocolate bar.And enjoyed the taste in my mouth but then spat it all in a small plastic back.After I had rinsed my mouth with water I felt so much triumph.
Mwahaha....again I did not give in :D
800-900 cals for today.Not perfect but HEY I resisted temptaion and in comparison to the past week I have done really well ;)
Tomorrow and Saturday is Cosplay convention :D:D
I'll post photos as soon as I get them,I promise :)
Have a great weekend!!
Love you all to bits,
Minaralou
Tonight I went to the supermarket to buy some cornichons and cola light and carrots to have some nice low cal snacks while watching TV.Then,suddenly, I had this ridiculously weird craving for.....artificial flavour/chemicals/sugar/fat....everything that is unhealthy!
I spent about 15minutes in the supermarket instead of the planned 3.At first I stood in front of the board with cereals and debated with myself whether to buy or not to buy Nougat Bits.
Convinced myself not to listen to the Bad Minaralou inside me.But then I passed the cakes/muffins section. Debated if I should buy one these cakes...the Good Minaralou won again. After I had turned town the cookies I finally chose the stuff I entered the market AT FIRST.
When I had left the supermarket I was soooo relieved I hadN't give in....
PHEWWW
Don't know what made have this really weird,self destruction moment...I won.That's the point.:D
When I sat in front of the TV this craving came again but what did I do?
I imitated Peri =)
I took 3 of the cookies I already mentioned in the last post and a chocolate bar.And enjoyed the taste in my mouth but then spat it all in a small plastic back.After I had rinsed my mouth with water I felt so much triumph.
Mwahaha....again I did not give in :D
800-900 cals for today.Not perfect but HEY I resisted temptaion and in comparison to the past week I have done really well ;)
Tomorrow and Saturday is Cosplay convention :D:D
I'll post photos as soon as I get them,I promise :)
Have a great weekend!!
Love you all to bits,
Minaralou
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There is a bakery about 10mins walk from our house. I have a MASSIVE argument with myself every time I go past >.<
Lol I think that Jenny thing is a bit fucked up ay. Fitday is still telling me I'm in the healthy range!
Yay for no binge!! Yeah, I really don't want to start puking, but it is sooo tempting sometimes. :(
Good luck with the Cosplay!! I demand stories!! :D
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