...really pulls me down.
I am really bad at maths or any science like chemistry or phsysics ( not biology!)
Lately, I do not understand a single word of the stuff we are doing in maths and I just feel so extremly stupid and worthless. I get this feeling like I will not be able to do my Abitur ( like A levels),because I am too stupid. Maybe I am just afraid of the unknown, all that new responsibility and all these different courses. There is hardly any course I have with my friends together and making new aquaintances is really not easy...maybe it just is not because I am getting rather unsocial again=losing weight. School is so exhausting and boring...every morning I wish I had stayed in bed because all I want to do is sleep.
When I'm sleeping everything is quite fine...burning cals...it is comfy and warm...
It is only the 4th week of school and I am already so worn out and loning for holidays as if it were already 12 weeks or so...
There are 4 weeks until the fall holidays are going to start... and lots of tests that will be written until then.. I do not know how I will be able to manage everything while feeling so...."dead"
One good think I am really looking forward for: Saturday I will go shopping!! =)
I need some new underwear,pullovers and shoes... I hope I will find some nice things which ar not that expensive....secret tip: second hand shops , they sometimes have really pretty stuff and the chnces that no one else has it are rather 100% :P
I hope you are having a less hard and more joyfull time!
xoxo
Minaralou
I am really bad at maths or any science like chemistry or phsysics ( not biology!)
Lately, I do not understand a single word of the stuff we are doing in maths and I just feel so extremly stupid and worthless. I get this feeling like I will not be able to do my Abitur ( like A levels),because I am too stupid. Maybe I am just afraid of the unknown, all that new responsibility and all these different courses. There is hardly any course I have with my friends together and making new aquaintances is really not easy...maybe it just is not because I am getting rather unsocial again=losing weight. School is so exhausting and boring...every morning I wish I had stayed in bed because all I want to do is sleep.
When I'm sleeping everything is quite fine...burning cals...it is comfy and warm...
It is only the 4th week of school and I am already so worn out and loning for holidays as if it were already 12 weeks or so...
There are 4 weeks until the fall holidays are going to start... and lots of tests that will be written until then.. I do not know how I will be able to manage everything while feeling so...."dead"
One good think I am really looking forward for: Saturday I will go shopping!! =)
I need some new underwear,pullovers and shoes... I hope I will find some nice things which ar not that expensive....secret tip: second hand shops , they sometimes have really pretty stuff and the chnces that no one else has it are rather 100% :P
I hope you are having a less hard and more joyfull time!
xoxo
Minaralou
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Yay for shopping!!! :D I found the most AWESOME blouse and vest for a pirate costume while second hand shopping <3
Have you tired asking the teacher for a bit of a hand with the really difficult bits? Or you could find a cute guy and ask him if he knows how such-and-such an works. . .:p
Have fun shopping, I hope your day gets better <3
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