Marry me,Bella

Oh.my.gosh.
OH MY FUCKIN GOSH
NEW MOON
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

I.am.totall.ygobsmacked.
Lost for words.
That film really got me.
I am hyperventilating like...I dunno... a girlie
That movie. That.Moooooooooovie.
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooosh
( as you can see I'm just losing my mind haha)
my hormones are boiling over, endorphines in my blood are blubbling like mad
too many hot guys,too much drama*comedy*tragic*love*happyness*tension
too much of everything!!!

On my way home I was giggling all the 15minutes on my bike.
Honestly, I'm behaving as I'm high

I am officially New Mooned

Sorry , atm I'm very poor in expressing myself. I'm just so overwhelmed.
Guss I'll be single for the rest of my life because my expectations in mean are now finally way too high.
Gonna spend the rest of my life drooling after vampires and werewolves

Tayler Lautner*squeal* the whole pack*squeal* Edward*squeal*
Alice*soooooo cuuuuuuuute*
Seriously, if there was New Moon in 3 D, I guess every female viewer would faint/ go completely crazy due to hormones dancing tango



awwwwwwwww,gotta calm down x3



PS: I almost EXPLODED during the film,because my bladder was so very full it almost exploded! Honestly! Right 10min after the film had astarted I had to pee so badly.... I felt like I was dying when there were about 5minutes of the film left...all the time I had tried to hold it in but when I started feeling really hot i though " ok, either you're gonna make yourself wet right now right here or you rush out NOW" off I was.
Sigh.
I felt so relieved, possibly the fastest *get out of seat-rush to toilette-rush back* ever

Gonna watch new Moon right now once again in english on kino.to
Yes I'm being illegal.I need this. I'm addicted you know; I can't help it :P

54,5 kilos!!

Yuppie,almost there,maybe I'll be able to get down to 53 until Christmas!? :D
Ugh,gotta do sooooo much over the weeekend....and I also intended to see New Moon but I don't know if there will be enough time-I really want to enjoy it ;)
Btw, we got out german exam bacl and I had the best one...but only 10/15 points. The average was 6-7 but 10 well... is only okay...but again I am better than that samart ass guy I mentioned before in my english class haha
Looking forward to reading all your blogs in a few minutes, I simply had no time whatsoever to keep myself in the loop :C (gosh you have to learn so fuckin much by heart for biology!!)

See you soon dears :D
Minaralou

Sophia ruins you spoke right from my soul ♥

"I can't live without the struggle, because without it, what else do I have?
I need it to keep me busy.

It's like a city i've created, all my own to defend.
I am Priam, and this is my Troy.
If it goes up in flames, then I go up in flames with it."

Thank you.

54,7kilos this morning.
Fingers crosse I keep on losing though I ate a hell lot of apples and mandarines today(and I am not ecaggerating!!). Actually,apart from about400g of stewed paprica,courgette,champignons and eggplant(the pizza parlour, I stuck every piece in a serviette before I ate it in order to get the oil sucked up :P) I ate nothing but madarines and apples.
At least it is healthy and will go like *this* in another day if it really was too much (maybe 900-1000cals all together? only 250 of them are the veggies,no you see how many a's and m's I ate haha)

Speaking of Sophia.There was this girl, mystic angel, who really made me bloody angry! So mystic angel....atm I somehow can't comment on Sophia's blog ,so this is for you:

HOW DARE YOU TO BE SO FUCKIN RUDE TO HER??? Hope you have a miserable week Fugly! >.<

Skinny bitch ,Peri? Only because of the alcohol!

Whooooops,
yesterday I got reaaaaaally drunk.A few glasses of champagne and half a glass of something's name I don't know but it had 40% I think that says all....
Two guys of the technic group and a friend of one of them and I got drunk at the boy called Felix' house.The other technic guy's name is Daniel,the friend of Felix is THE boy Mentioned once before-Nikki.
We talked very much about everything and nothing while getting tipsy and then drunk.Poor Nikki had to much and vomited in the bin in the end. He stayed over at Felx' so it was not that bad. Felx was pretty relaxed about the whole thing(guess why ...%%%%%% haha)
All in one it was a nice time,but I am soooo glad I managed to get home safely on my bike with NO LIGHT( yes I am reckless shame on me...I have been promising myself to ge tmy light checked for aaaaages...) All the way long I kept muttering to myself "concentrate concentra!! ok,beware...now you have got to turn left beware of any cars....(it was 2.30 AM)
God was I drunk haha
Now I know pretty much all of Nikki's sex life hahah...and all three of them think I am attractive..wohhooo? nahhh...they are all nice but..nope nothing further.I need some really hot guys to think of me as attractive! :P
Together with all the alcohol I guess I had 800cals yesterday... And this morning the scale said 54,5kilos! :D:D

Yes I know...nothing but water loss... blehhh don't spoil the moment!!! xD
Gonna tell you in the next post about how the " Minaralou and step sister bake a birthday cake" story went. There is gonna be blood,lots of chocolate,frustration and laughs ;P

xxx,
Minaralou


EDIT: HO am I supposed to survive this day? I went to bed at 3AM,got up at half past 9. Did some homework,did my sideline job(1hr),had a shower and was busy in the kitchen from1PM until half past five .I am so-fuckin-tired. No I have got to head of to the last theatre performance....be bored 1 1/2 hours until the play is finished....head off with everyone to the pizza parlour and be probably back at about midnight or later...6hrs and I feel like crashing to sleep right now. Today won't be as good..gonna probably end up having had 800cals..I would hate to see the number go up tomorrow :C

too much to do

Didn't any one say long time ago that we should recover on weekends? My weekend is going to anything but restful or realxing.... I just came home and have to go in less than an hour back to the theatre performance.Gonna be back aboutmidnight or so...Saturday: Gotta do my sideline job( appr. 1 1/2 hrs), bake a cake with my stepsister (gonna take 3hrs) and then head right off to the last thetre performance again.After that: Pizza.
And somewhere in between I have to learn for Ethics,Arts and Biology...gooooooooood there is sooooo much to learn for biology..we must know so much by heart -.- And OH YES
I almost forgot....there are french vocabs and reagular homeworks waiting to be done as well...
Weekends are definitely wayyyyy too short!!

By the way: This morning the scale smiled and said 55.1kilos =)

xoxo,
Minaralou *off to read all your blogs*